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Been a bit busy these few days playing games, watching shows, volunteering etc. I forgot what I did on Friday. Lols. I remember going out. Oh wells. Anyways, been volunteering at Bedok polytechnic polyclinic these couple of days. Tmr too. So damn freaking far la. WTH. Somemore train no seats one. T-T

Currently in school watching DOWN WITH LOVE cause my driving lesson's at 5pm. So late. But at least I'm starting. TM and Amanda call already a not?! Stop dragging la. Haha. So nervous. And hope I don't get car sick! Otherwise I need to go ask Jaime where to get the meds liaos.

Shall go finish watching the next part of the show, go toilet then off to Bukit Gombak! Wouldn't look good to be late for the first lesson. NERVOUS!!

Will update when I get home. =]

Yes. Finally gotten my iphone. SO FREAKING EX. Managed to restore most of my contacts and half of my photos from my previous phone. Note to self: sync the phone at least once a week and NEVER FORGET TO CHECK IF THE PHONE'S IN THE BAG!

Ahem. Anyways, I need to make another pouch. Wonder if it'll survive in my bag tmr. I should go find something to put it in first. Gonna be in sch the whole day tmr! Woohoo! So exciting. Haha. Hope it'll be fun.

Ehs..the only interesting part today is the phone which I already said. Not gonna go into the details about the long waiting time, blah blah blah. I shall go change now. And I'm broke. D:

Been thinking about some things these couple of day. Not the first time but I still don't have the answer for those questions. Maybe one day I'll find them. Hopefully.

Met this interesting person online and I think she had a part in me starting this train of thought. No idea why. One thing led to another I guess. I'm a very troublesome and complicated person. So complicated I don't even understand myself so why would others?

There's so many things I want to do, like ice-skating. But the person who said once upon a time, that he wanted to teach us, probably forgot about it long time ago.

I wonder if I'll be seeing him again. I want to talk to him like we did last time and I tried but the answers keep getting shorter and shorter and then there's nothing much to talk about anymore. Soon, there wasn't anything left to talk about and I stopped trying. Monosyllables. Sigh. I get why people hate them. They make you feel like the other person has something much more interesting to do than talk to you.

I often wonder. Did the question he asked ever mean anything? Or am I just overthinking? I've never spent so much time thinking about someone but then, I might just have nothing better to do that's why. I don't understand and I don't think anyone can help.

Feel much better now that I've typed it all out. Writing out my feelings always calm me. =]

I STILL WANNA GO ICE-SKATE. WHO WANNA PEI ME?

Like real.

Actually I did dream of studying before but it wasn't what I dreamt about last night. I had a pleasant (more or less), kinda weird dream last night / this morning. Only remember parts of the dream but at least I completed dreaming the whole dream. Haha. Weird way of  phrasing but you know how sometimes you're dreaming and it's until the 'exciting' part THEN your parents / alarm wakes you up? It's damn annoying and I will be grumpy the whole morning. Lame, I know, but I wanna know what happens next!



Anyways gotta go back to studying. I still have loads to READ. Gah. I need to spongify my brain so I can absorb all the info and squeeze them out during the paper. Totally can't wait for holidays. I have SO MUCH I wanna do!
Will blog about the flyer trip yesterday after the exams.


wishing for the wish i wished to come true.

A lot has happened since I last blogged.

I lost my iphone (plus all my contacts etc etc), finished a whole lot of tests, rushed to buy clothes for CNY, collected angbaos, gambled (lost quite a bit T-T) and other miscellaneous stuffs.

I'm still very upset over the phone incident and I know it's partly my fault for not taking care of my stuffs properly BUT THE OTHER PERSON COULD BE MORE HONEST!! SHEESH!! Ok. I think people are sick of me bitching about this all the time. Will get a new one in march. Sigh. Wanted to save the money for something else.



After tests, we went to Bugis to get something I ordered about a month back. Worst impulse buy ever I guess. And the most expensive yet. Must remind myself: Think 3000 times before buying something beyond xx amount and even if it's cheap, think if you really really need it.

Angbao money this year ain't too bad but you know what am I gonna do with it so.... T-T. Cry lor. Wasted. Not gonna talk about the gambling thing.


outfit for day one.

Exams coming up and I haven't started! Oops!! Gotta go sleep so I can wake up to study in school tmr. Maybe I'll play with photoshop first...
still thinking about those days.

Supposedly having a test tmr (or rather later), but it has been postponed to friday, due to unforeseen circumstances, bringing the tests on that day to a grand total of 3. OSRM test on Wednesday and obviously I haven't started on that since I'm not even done with plant science. Bit of report to finish up too. Plus PBL presentation tmr?

Anyways postponing the test ain't too bad, since I haven't finish studying and is so darn tired. Get well soon Mrs Koh!

On a side note, MUJI's cotton candy is AWESOME!!

I always find something non-related to studies to do. I don't know why, but I just have this habit. Like I will suddenly have the urge to play with photoshop when I wasn't interested in it during holidays.

Spent x number of hours doing stupid things and wasting time as usual when I should have been studying. Trying to finish 4 pages of notes and end up a few hours later still reading. Gah. It's 4.14am btw. Probably will sleep at 5am and wake up at noon again.

I'm blogging this when I should be studying. Sigh. I can ALWAYS find something to do which is unrelated to studying.

This sucks. I need to put on my socks.



have you ever thought of me?